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Wife of the Year Award

If I wasn't out of the running yet, I'd say I am now.  Don't know what's gotten into me, but I'm just slacking around the house.  I don't feel like cleaning, I don't feel like doing laundry and I don't feel like cooking dinner.  So, the poor hubby had Spaghetti O's with meatballs last night & I had some macaroni and cheese.  I actually enjoyed my mac & cheese though - which I think annoyed him further - haha!!

I've been extra stressed out lately and sad to say, I tend wear my stress on my sleeve.  When stress really kicks in, I get in a daze and can only seem to focus on the things that are stressing me out.  I don't sleep very well, cause I end up having dreams (nightmares really) about everything too.  Its exhausting!!  I'm ready for life to slow down a bit so I can enjoy it...right now, its not so fun and carefree.

On a positive note, Zumba started back last night!  It was cancelled the month of July due to vacations and all that stuff, so we kicked it back into gear yesterday.  I completely and totally missed having class twice a week.  Perhaps this will help me relieve some stress too!

I'm on my last week of Cayston & feel great!  I can't believe this 4 weeks will be over on Friday - where did the time go!  Ahh - getting stressed thinking about that!!

Just so much to do and so very little time.

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